just because I have accepted a duty to help you in return for letting me stay?I watch the kids
everyday while you work, my anxieties make it hard but I still try my best... I am watching them everyday, no day off unless they go to their grandmother's for a day or 2 and this is weeks at a time that I have time off... When I'm sick, I'm still watching them, unless they are away....You know about my anxieties
and all, yet I'm constantly responsible for children that are not even mine... I have gotten sick, been sick for over a month now and yet I'm still getting them pushed on me... Even with another adult in the house I'm getting them pushed on me... I get no privacy, no time away, I try to go to my room for a break from people and still can't get away. Nothing I do is ever good enough for you...So am I your doormat just because my anxieties won't let me work? Yes? well FUCK YOU then... I am a person who has feelings just as much if not more then you. I deserve to be treated as a human being
not as your doormat....
