Am I your
doormat
just because I have accepted a duty to help you in return for letting me stay?
I watch the
kids
everyday while you work, my anxieties make it hard but I still try my best... I am watching them everyday, no day off unless they go to their grandmother's for a day or 2 and this is weeks at a time that I have time off... When I'm
sick
, I'm still watching them, unless they are away....
You know about my
anxieties
and all, yet I'm constantly responsible for children that are not even mine... I have gotten sick, been sick for over a month now and yet I'm still getting them pushed on me... Even with another adult in the house I'm getting them pushed on me... I get no
privacy
, no time away, I try to go to my room for a break from people and still can't get away. Nothing I do is ever good enough for you...
So am I your doormat just because my anxieties won't let me work? Yes? well FUCK YOU then... I am a person who has feelings just as much if not more then you. I deserve to be treated as a
human being
not as your doormat....
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