Tuesday, December 7, 2010

Pursuit of Happiness.....

So hmmmmmm.....

Should I make meself miserable for someone who acts like a friend to my face and then talks about me behind my back?

Hell no.... I get so sick and tired of people like this... Two-faced, Hypocritical.... Do not preach to me about the good Lord and how much better you are then me when obviously you need to look in the mirror.... We ALL have faults, I do not proceed to tell people how 'perfect' or 'above' them I am for ANY reason because I KNOW I'm NOT either of those... I get tired of someone looking down on me just because they think that since THEY FOLLOW GOD and I refer to him as Loki I'm sort of 'bad person'... We each have our own perceptions.... You call him God I call him Loki, deal with it..... Go take a few lessons in humility and then get back with me, maybe then I'll talk to you....

So I procrastinate... I admit that I do, I admit when I screw up, admit when I'm wrong, admit when I make a mistake and I'll admit that I do not know much about cooking.... There are no reasons there to look down on me, if you can't admit your own faults then you need to STFU and just step back... Keep pushing me and while I might break, I will explode and I will no longer hold myself responsible when it's because I'm being pushed beyond my limits and then some... I'm done being the bigger person and the target for people to take their shite out on...

I get overwhelmed very easily, when that happens, yeah I screw up and usually big time, but hey... at least I'm trying still.......

The worst thing is, I'm not the only one being put down here.... Another one is being put down and she doesn't deserve it either.

2 comments:

  1. There are way too many 'mightier then thou's" in our world today, I know I'm not the only one wishing that they would say "may god strike me down......." and god actually doing it!

    Enjoy the image ;)

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